Seriously just guess....
I'm just me now.
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You think I'll kill, any thing and anyone, even myself if it makes him happeh?
Tho I've never been in a relationship with any one like that, in some unexplanable resin I know how you feel.
I might seem a little controling but I could never let myself imagine you with anyone like him.
Why couldn't you imagine meh with him?
I'm out of here I'm done I've washed my hands with this just DONE
What do you mean by done?
So...
You are in a position where, no matter how you tell him, how you try to make him see, he refuses to acknowlegde your love.
I am in a position that constantly prevents me from telling her how I feel, and does its best to show that we were made for each-other, but won't allow us to prove it.
I hate the universe. Why does it feel the need to punish people like you and people like me with petty feelings of love?
Love=Hate, Happiness=Meloncholy, Light=Dark
This is the world we now live in...
We should get used to it...
True...very true...
Still, I reserve the right to hate the universe and all its subsidiaries.
Besides, why get used to it when I can complain and accomplish nothing or think of a way to overthrow it and accomplish something.
Do what I told you to do Ben...
Just forget it it was gonna happen anyways this just sped up the process
Just drop it forget about it your gonna be happy in the end anyways don't fret....
What prosess????
I wish I could.
Bon nuit McKena...
I believe that you can...
Bon nuit Benjamin...
Hey don't fret seriously
Everything is gonna turn out fine
No,
Nothing will be fine...
We hope it'll turn out fine...
But it never is...
Is it?
even if he makes you happy, I couldn't let you be with someone you love.
I would go against every I belleve to make sure that never happens
Why wouldn't you let meh be with someone I love?
Yeah it's gonna be fine :3
Maybe it will be or maybe it wont...
Who are we to decide either or?
Why not?
What could ever stop us from smiling?
The thoughts of what the world has become...
The world is the opposite of everything that is good...
Life is death...
Smiling is frowning...
And frowing makes us stronger because we use more muscles to frown than to smile...
This world may be dammed
But no matter what we never lose our sense of humor
WE NEVER LOSE OUR SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
Freaks and psychos laugh when they kill one another...
Humans laugh when life less low lifes cryin agony...
People like meh that cry and wonder why we were chosen to suffer on this planet.....
Oh Mckena you have so much to learn : )
No David,
You are indeed the one who has much to learn...
Have you ever felt the way I do?
Have you?
Do you understand what I feel on the inside?
I may seem as if I ilove my life at most times...
But on the inside I'm different...
Becaose I love you too much
I find you as a very beautiful and caring person...
But my heart beats for another...
Aren't we all different inside...
I have felt like you do...
I use too hate my life...
If only you could see my perspective on life...
I mean the meaning of life is to discover the meaning of life because if humans didn't exist other things would exist we don't know what they are because we wouldn't exist.
The reason we should smile everyday is because we're alive
What would you do dead? NOTHING
Why do you frown?
Because Jake won't acknowledge you love?He hates you for reasons I can't tell you.
But, that's no reason to frown.
I support emos because they discover this much faster they're usually sad and see things differently very different
Your not helping meh feel happy or smile or anything...
Fuck you...
Fine do you want to know why you should smile because I'm here I'll deal with it someone tries to kill you I would take the bullet, someone says" Go to hell bitch!" I would kick there ass, I would kiss your tears away, I would do anything for you...
Have no fear
don't make a tear
I'm right here
and I'll watch your rear...
But...
The thing is...
I can care for you and destroy anyone that of's ever wronged you...
But I couldn't love you as much I you want meh to..
Misery loves company. The world, nay, the universe, is out to get us, to make us sad. Must we let it? You and I both have deep sadness...you and I both have problems that the universe won't let us solve.
You say I can do it, that I can be with her - I say the universe won't let me.
I say you must either force him to realize or abandon him - you say the universe won't let you.
And trust me, I cannot. I wish I could, but wishing gets me no where fast...
But you...you can.
I refuse to believe that you cannot, just like you refuse to believe I cannot. I hope we are both right about the other...
I hope so too...
If he says to go away and never come back again I would show up again the next day
thats stalkerish
Maybe but if you care about the person...
You would be there for them even if they don't want it...
O. M. G! i mean when we WERE together. are you talking a bout you and me?
I couldn't tell you because you probably hate you and me in the same sentance...
Therefore what do you care...
bbbrrr
I understand you loud and clear. All I am saying is that simply asking questions solves nothing.
Go forth and do something. Get his attention.
If you truly love him, make him notice, and make him yours!
Deadtest
I don't know how...
I tell him in every way I can that I love him and want him to be mine but he still doesnt want meh...
F**K it...
I'm going to get a job and then get a ticket to find him...
I love him and I can't help it...