The Following Is The Truth.....

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The Following Is The Truth.....

Posted by Deadtest - October 24th, 2008

I've kept somethings secrite but now that I'm in love....
I will not hide anymore......

The truth is I'm an emo....
Well was....
Because ever since I met my lover for life.....
I've stopped cutting my self out of depression.....
I know....
I seem happy on the outside but in side I feel dead.....
Which explains the name ''Deadtest''......
My lover has given me the life I had lost.....
He's tottally changed my life....
Now I look back and wonder,''What the hell was I thinking???''
If my love is reading this....
You've changed my life completely!!!!
And....
I thought no one would ever understand me.......
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Are you reading????
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
And I wanna live with you forever!!!!!

The Following Is The Truth.....

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royalsaint117 2008-10-24 21:48:29

.....! OMFG
wow i cant...idont know what to say but wow... i like dont care i love u and iam glad u changed for tha better and stop being emo. at least u told me tha truth.
and i love u so much more than ever now.

Deadtest 2008-10-24 21:48:29

I cant hide the truth from you....
I love you and it tore me up inside to not tell you....
You understand me and you don't stop loving me for nothing.....
I love you!!!!

JakBaronKing 2008-10-24 21:49:51

Sheesh Girl...you're Emo?

Seeking comfort in a boy who lives miles away shouldn't be a reason for happiness.

He may tell you nice things...but that doesn't defer from the matter that you'll have to face reality eventually...and what's more so...your life probably isn't worth being sad over anyway.

Sympathy is for people with events that cannot be controled...diseases, famin, aids..

But for some people I've notice...they just don't wanna face their problems...and that they seek comfort in places that are irrelevant and meaningless...

I-Pod Music
Video-games
Pornography
Alcohol
Drugs
TV
Whatever...

Look...Happiness is all in Attitude...and if you don't want to face life and help yourself...then there is no hope that you'll ever find happiness.

There are events and problems in the world that doesn't even compare to who your life is...and it's a perfect demonstration that many people are oblivious to their current situation and refuse to help themselves or take responsibility.

Your still young so I don't expect you to know these things...but you must if you want to be happy...

You have no "right" to be upset while there are others far worse that your situation.

Children from around the world who don't go to school
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/213399">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/213399</a>

Emos don't deserve sympathy
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/207689">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/207689</a>

What it means to be happy
<a href="http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/news/post/206732">http://jakbaronking.newgrounds.com/ne ws/post/206732</a>

Deadtest 2008-10-24 21:49:51

I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOUR OPINION IS JAK OFF!!!!!!
SCREW YOU AND AJSTYLES!!!!!!!!!!!
TELL SOMEONE WHO GIVES A DAMN AND IF I EVER CATCH YOU AROUND MY PAGE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO LIKE YOUR MY ASSHOLE OF A FATHER FOR DEVORCING MY MA AND NEVER VISITING ME........
SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

royalsaint117 2008-10-24 22:00:48

JakBaronKing and AjStyles back the FUCK UP OR I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU TWO AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK. STOP TRYIN TO CONFUSE US AND SHIT...FUCK OFF

Deadtest 2008-10-24 22:00:48

I hate assholes like AjStyles.....
And JakBaronKing is a stupid foolish Dr.Phil wanna-be!!!!!!
Screw them with AIDS!!!!
Lmao!!!!!
I love you babe!!!!!

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 09:59:21

i never thought a beautifl girl like u would be emo for any reason.
i love u and i will always.....i guess that explains the punk rock games and stuff.

soon i will be 15 and 10 dayz later u will be 12. soon i will be wit u in 4 years.
i love u baby

Deadtest 2008-10-25 09:59:21 (Updated 2008-10-25 11:34:15)

See!!!!
You do understand me!!!!!
And that's one of your good qualitys that I love about you!!!!!
Did this freak you out though????
I'm sorry if it did but last night I saw something that was really really freaky!!!!!
It was more than a freak....
It was a MINDFREAK!!!!!
And my idol......
I saw Criss Angel's show ''beLIEve at the Luxor last night and I wish you were there for it so I coulda had a lap to crawl into!!!!!!!!!
He showed this video of when he did the Tesla Testing thing with millons of volts hitting his body while he was in a metel suit...
And when the screen went up....
THERE WAS THAT SAME THING WITH MORE VOLTS AND IN A METEL CAGE AND I ALMOST SCREEMED!!!!!!
He was slowly walking twords it and BOOM......
HE FALLS ON THE GROUND AND ALL THE LIGHT SHUTS OFF LEAVING IT TOTALLY PITCH BLACK EXEPT FOR THE LIGHTNING BOLT COMING OUT OF THE TESLA CHARGE THINGIE AND HE SCREAMED A BLOOD CURTLING SCREEM WHEN HE FELL!!!!!!!!
AND THE LIGHTS FLIPED BACK ON......
HE WAS HOLDING HIS HEAD GOING ''AAAAAGHHHHH!!!!!!! MY FACE, MY FACE!!!!!!!!''
I WAS ABOUT READY TO SCREAM MY LUNGS OFF AND PASS OUT!!!!!!
AND THEN THE LIGHTS CUT OFF AGAIN AS PEOPLE STARTED GOING,''Criss! Criss!
Criss!''
And then them saying his name was all turning echo-y and then out of the blue someone on-stage yells,''He's losing conciousness!!!!!!''
And then four mad hatter guys were hauling him off on a girdy....
Then the screen must have popped back down 'cause I still heard people saying his name and.....
I SAW HIS MANGLED UP BLOODY FACE ON SCREEN STARING AT US AND I WAS CRYING THINKING HOLY SHIT THE GREATEST ILLUSIONIST EVER IS GOING TO DIE INFRONT OF US!!!!
then they zeroed in on his eye that was crying and when they zeroed out there was a 3-D cartoon bunny looking back at us....

wanna know more about the play let me know!!!!!

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 11:54:48

HOLY BALLS OF FIRE how can i see this!!!!! is it on youtube. I WANNA SEE SO BADLY

Deadtest 2008-10-25 11:54:48

I tryed looking....
Sorry no luck....
But did you know Criss Angel is 39?????
I didn't!!!
Anyways it was mostly like an illusion, alice and wonderland circus olay type thing and it was weird!!!!!
But enough of that....
How are you????

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 12:46:08

well iam good and i am missin u so bad and like i want to be with u really badly.
did u find my house yet?
whats goin on today with u today?
tell amanda i dont want any fries or any thing
AHHHHHHH i am losin my mind..........AIDS ARE KILLIN ME(just kiddin)
i love u

Deadtest 2008-10-25 12:46:08 (Updated 2008-10-25 12:56:08)

Lmao!!!!!!
I'LL TAKE THEM!!!!!
AIDS!!!!!
Rotflol!!!!!!
I'm doing good...
But I dunno if i found your house.....
:p

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 13:22:01

u will stay with me even thou i have aids of hiv?
no trick
feel free to speak ur mind and dont be afraid.
your a beautifle flower and wont ever step on u.
i wont get mad or hate u... ever

Deadtest 2008-10-25 13:22:01

YOU HAVE AIDS!!!!!!!
OMFG!!!!!!!
Yes I will stay with you but I don't want to see you die!!!!!
I told you on my last post not to talk about stuff like that or anything that has to do with you dieing......

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 13:29:06

LMFAO!!!!! NO NO NO NO i dont its just a trust question. i love u and if i did i would have already told u ;)

Deadtest 2008-10-25 13:29:06

YOU SON OF A BITCH YOU SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME!!!!!!
P.S. I love you!!!
Laughing at myself!!!!!

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 13:36:08

sorry baby.
i hope ur still tuned on :)

Deadtest 2008-10-25 13:36:08

Oh baby I'm still turned on by you......
I wish you were here or I was there.....
If I asked nicely.....
Would you kiss my pussy???

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 13:48:48

yea i would kiss ur pussy...i bet ur pussy is tight and wet now...if i was there or tha other way around i would do some crazy stuff to you

Deadtest 2008-10-25 13:48:48

Like what???
Please PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!

royalsaint117 2008-10-25 13:53:23

well would u like it if i fucked u in tha ass and help u finger ur pussy at the same time?

Deadtest 2008-10-25 13:53:23 (Updated 2008-10-25 15:38:54)

Wtf????
No....
Ok....
Now I'm kinda turned off.....
I love you but.....
That's gone a little too far don't ya think.....

The Following Is The Truth.....

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