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Second Chance....

Posted by Deadtest - February 2nd, 2009


I will not commit suicide if I hear at least 10 people tell me why I shouldn't kill myself...
10 people in 2 hours or else I will finsh my life...
And I do not count the sam person telling me resons 10 times as 10 different resons....
Don't say what other people say about me....
Or I will not count that either...
I want personal resons.....


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do you even have ten people online?

I don't know....

you have alot 2 live for and your not chris crocker thats a great reason to live for

XD LMAO!!!!

Far be it for anyone to tell you diffrent for all we know something brighter is waiting on the other side even if you do commit suicide. I for one do not know you or care about your life but I still think theres a question you have to ask yourself. Do you want to go on living see what is out there or do you want to be the first of many to see whats on the other side first? I will support you on any decision you make and again let no one tell you diffrent its your own life to end no one elses. Even though I dont care I would say go on and live it see how things go...everything gets worse before it gets better, but I am not you and you cant take the word of 10 people but you have to find this out for yourself.

Thank you :)
2 people 45 mins left

Look...I'm gonna keep it short here...

As I said in response to your last post, my grandfather committed suicide almost two years ago. It hurt. A lot. It hurt my mom, my dad, my brother, my sister, me, but especially my grandmother. And, in hurting my grandmother, it just hurt us even more. We questioned why he would do such a thing-we knew he was in pain, we knew he had it hard...but to do what he did...
As i sit here, typing, all I can think of all the things he's missed because of it. He missed my sister's high school graduation, and will miss mine this year. He's missed a fire that destroyed my great aunt's home, but helped bring our family closer together. He'll miss all of our weddings, all of our happy times, and all of the sad. And he still had time. I am willing to bet he could've gone on for another ten years at least...

So please...I ask...no...I BEG of you...please don't do this. It isn't the right way. You will hurt so many and miss so much...please...reconsider...

3 people 43 mins
I will not die if I know there are some who love and care about me...

Like, do i really have to say and mean my personal feelings of you in front of everyone?

I read your message and 6 other peoples messages so I have 9 peeps

Why would you kill yourself there are 10,000 homeless around every city or more that just sit there and they are all looking for hope. when you think you have it bad make it good how? your what thiteen I am too you dont see me doing that I could have incountered the same problems as you being accepted, getting that certain person to go out with you and maybe dealing with growing up you gotta be strong life is like a rollercoaster it goes up and down through the good and bad things like this is why they make those heart warming movies or books killing yourself wont help I have thought about suicide but think of all those people who respect and love you your mom dad relatives. you know what we are human in the past one person always made a difference you can be one of them you can be that rockstar everyone has the same potential the difference between you and everyone is you are willing to kill yourself to give up to let down that potential if you cant make it at what you are doing you get back up why? that was already established. And if you think you dont matter well look at some people who do like me if i didnt care this would just be a paragraph.............if dont get ten people by ten o'clock and you stab shot or just kill yourself think about what you will miss. I just talked to someone abou the end of the world live just live stop this right now right now dont do it I am staring to cry when I saw your pic I thought you were hot and mysterious now all I wanna do is help you I want a response of what you think

How would you know if I'm hot?
You can't even see my face XD
You know what, your right....
Your also the 10 person with 6 mins left
I will not kill myself :)
I wasnt gonna stab my self I was gonna take a whole bottle of pain Releavers and a bottle of wine to end my sorrows....

just because i wanted us to move on, doesn't mean i want you to go suey, doesn't mean you have to suey, just try to find someone else and try to move on....and try to forget about me. i know we had a big fight, but i h=just didn't want you to love me anymore, i didn't want you to consider me your boyfriend anymore....part of me still at least wants to be friends, in fact, from the beginning, thats all i wanted, all i thought it should've ever been....don't kill yourself. if you still hate me, at least take a pic. of me and destroy it or something, but not yourself, please

You said on the PMs that you wouldn't care if I killed my self so of course I took it to heart that and you made it sound like you wished i was dead...

wait, WHAT? you werent gonna kill yourself!? wtf was all this for then? wait, i no, to see if anyone cared, right?

That and I got at least 10 peeps to gimmie resons....
I never said just comments :P

I dont care if I hardly know you I did see your face through your links as long as you live and you stay strong I am happy : )

I will my new friend :)

I feel happy now...and thanks for inspiring me to complete part three...
I feel emo now...

Okay now that is strange...

dont do it...panda bare told me you was her best friend ever...and i want to go to nevada to see you...so that we can hang out...you mite have a shity life...but wait until you get older...than you will enjoy life...dont do it!!!!!!!

I wont...
Not anymore

hmmm spose I was right public suicide is a drag anyways

I dunno....

It was a joke

I know.....

c..she wouldnt do that to herself!