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To Those Whom I Love and To The Mistakes I Regret Making...

Posted by Deadtest - February 8th, 2009


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This song makes me think of all of you...
It also makes me think of what a horrible person I have been in the past...
I cry in my pillow thinking of the monster I once was...
Enjoy...


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stop being emo, so what if you were mean to people on the internet? its not like they're going to and kill themselves over something you said. and so wat if you were mean to someone in real life? once again: its not like they're going to go kill themselves. everyone has enemies, get over it.

I never wanted anyone to get hurt...

iam sorry... this song makes me cry...
i feel like an asshole...
iam sorry McKena...i love you...

Its okay
Why should you?
You shouldnt be sorry
Love you my friend

So sad...you shouldn't be...

Because of you, I have made a banner, and I have gotten inspiration for writing. Plus, the war against contractions is furthered by the fact that there are none in your post!

Besides, there are much worse people out there...people worse than all the jags and jarvtwangs combined...and they would just look at this and laugh...they are the only monsters I know of. They are the only things I am truly afraid of...

Remember-bygones.
Sticks and Stones.
An eye for an eye, and the whole worlds blind.
and...[in a non creepy voice] why so serious?

Taht's all I got. But do try to be happier...

Congratulations my friend :)
I'll try...

I know things seem serious at age 13, but trust me, they're not worth getting upset about. When you get older, you'll look back at the difficulties of the past and you'll be utterly shocked at how big a deal you made out of them.

Okay...
Thanks

no one got hurt, stop being emo about everything.
if you think someone got hurt because of something you said then you're an idiot. people who go and become sad because of something someone said over the internet need to be bitch-slapped, its all just words! WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT THEM?! I don't, so why should you? you give me a good reason as to why you or I should care about what others think or say and I'll be a little sympathetic

There is none...
Why can't I just share one of my favorite songs and add an apoligy to it with out getting a lecture?

shes probably still depressed about me dumping her kitten-of-annoyance

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!!!
I DONT WANNA HEAR ABOUT IT ANY MORE!!!!!!

doesnt mean your not thinking about it anymore :D

PLEASE JUST STOP IT OKAY!!!!

ok, i wont talk about me dumping u anymore :DD

FUCK YOU JAKE!!!!
I HATE THIS!!!!
I SHOULDVE JUST KILLED MYSELF BUT NO I FIURED I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN KILL MYSELF OVER A DOUCHE BAG LIKE YOU BUT NOW I REALIZE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT...

you shouldve never brought up us being together, cos since i new it would never work out between us, and, its tearing you apart

OF COURSE IT IS BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BACK AND YOU NEVER LOVED ME SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE!!!!
IF YOU DIDNT LOVE ME YOU COULDVE SAID THAT YOU JUST WANTED TO REMAIN FRIENDS AND IT MAY HAVE KILLED ME A LITTLE BUT I WOULD HAVE GOT OVER IT BUT NO YOU HAD TO STEP ON ME LIKE I WAS SOME GODDAMN STEPPING STONE!!!
SHUT UP ABOUT IT!!!

you know, Deadtest, if you don't want him to comment on your page anymore you can click the little thing underneath his comments that say "ban user" then he can't comment anymore

I am trying to give this BASTARD a chance so he can see things from my point of veiw...
Even if I ban him he can still PM me....

to tell you the truth, i was actually kinda desperate to have a girlfriend

BUT YOU DIDNT HAVE TO USE ME YOU COULDVE ASKED OUT A GIRL THAT ACCTUALLY LIVES IN YOUR STATE THAT YOU LIKE INSTEAD OF USING SOME CHICK THAT HAPPENS TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!!
I DONT EVEN THINK I WANNA BE FRIENDS ANYMORE...
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS!!!!!

you couldve asked out a guy in your state

True but I didnt want to because I cared about you
Its a different story with you cause you never loved me

for the moment, i wanted to be your bf, but then i realized that, it wasnt gonna work out, you no, being in different states and all

You couldve explained it to me instead of letting it go on...

.....are we still at least friends?

If you stop bringing the break up up then fine we can be friends

ok, ill stop

Okay
From this point on we are friends and not enemys
So how are you?

you have been hurt and you've done the same but i'ts time to move on till yall meet agaain

Your an awesome friend Fox :)